Gosh... really tired...

i regreted for a few things in my life...

1) i shouldn't haf choose a tutorial early in the morning at 8am. it isn't a nice feeling when u have to wake up at 5.30am to get ready becos bus journey to school will tke u close to 1 1/2-2hr.
2) shouldn't haf 'betrayed' my friend to get a same tutorial timing as dennis... cos in the end i didn't manage to be in the same project group w him and ended up in a group where some of the team members are rather hard to get along with.
3) should haf studied hard for chinese when i was younger(i mean i'm still YOUNG). espy for my han yu pin yin...
4) i'm regretful for all the regretful things i'm going to commit in the near future... (lame...)

but to tell the truth i'm really not someone who likes to cry over split milk. instead, i'll figure out wat went wrg w God and how can i bring out the best from my mistakes and avoid making the same mistakes again next time. as i like to say... "IT"S TIME TO MOVE ON!"

currently i'm reading on the book of Galatians. it's some sort of rebuking letter(at least to me!) written from Paul to the church, either the southern or northern Galatians church- that's wat the study bible says....

i admire Paul's uncompromising and unapologetic style in his leadership and character. he is ruthless in his statement, in order to bring out the standard of God towards His beloved people. yet Paul was unique in the way of his tactfulness in the using of words and being able to bring across the precise message he wants others to understand... splendid! most imptly, Paul was not only just a powerful apostle, but the power in His ministry comes intensely from he encounter and experience with Christ. the only one kind of powerful Christian leaders in this world- leaders who love Jesus and walk with Him closely. i wanna be tis kind of leader. i want a breakthru in my spiritual walk... not just once in a blue moon, but everytime when i approach Him, i wanna haf an over-bursting desire to lift me up to another level of intimacy w God.

i wanna haf the 4 Rs daily:

Refresh my soul
Rekindle my zeal
Renew my strength
Redefine my motive and purpose